Faith and I

Why I Hate Religion, But Love Jesus (spoken word)

2012-01-11T20:06:00.000Z

Hope this year has started off brilliant for you. I just happen to see this video on twitter and was so moved by it that I shared it with my FB and BBM friends straight away. Looking at more of the videos by Jefferson Bethke (youtube channel = bball1989), he is definitely worth listening too.

Jesus on Top

2011-12-16T23:34:00.001Z

I saw this video tweeted earlier today. It is of Kierra Kiki Sheard singing a gospel remix version of Beyonce Love on Top song. Words such as 'You' are replaced with Jesus. It has been sung as a reprise and it gives a whole new message. Worth a listen.

Study Bibles

2011-12-07T22:28:00.001Z

I have always wanted a decent study Bible. One that could help me a get a deeper meaning of what is being read. I already owned the TD Jakes Woman Thou Art Loosed edition of the BIble. It is filled with study bits and what it calls pearls of wisdom. Though compared to my Amplified Bible it does not give the extra's I needed. Having said that my friend reads the copy I bought her everyday.

So I finally took a trip t Wesley Owen Book store and bought myself a brand new study Bible. The lovely assistant helped me choose and showed me many of the study Bible's on offer. I ended up buying the Life Application study Bible New Kings James Version (NKJV). The beginning has a family tree section so you could add your family history I guess to pass the Bible on through generations. Then it has a chronology of Bible and world events. This is followed by the books of the Bible. Under each page is a footnote with detailed explanation for the verses above. These are quite easy to follow.

At the back of the book is a 365 day reading plan, abbreviations to index notes, index notes, dictionary and colour maps. So I think I have definitely bought a good study Bible. I need to use this more and more each day. To further my studies I wish to attend my church's Bible study class. This is provinh difficult because of the time and lack of support at home. However my sis in law who this year has become a regular church attendee wants to attend to so we will see what we can plan so we both can go.

Do you use a study Bible if so which one? I chose to stick with King James because its the text I was brought up on and find easier to understand. NKJV does not read too different from KJV for me.

Your faith or current career?

2011-11-10T17:07:00.001Z

I was just reading an article that is a few weeks old regarding the X-Factor UK competition. A group called The Risk, which is made up of guys who auditioned solo and placed in a group by the show judges. At the time I read that Ashley quit the show because he did not see his future in a group. Now I come across this article from the Daily Mirror which states that the real reason was his Faith in Jesus Christ. He did not wish to compromise his faith by celebrating Halloween as was the theme during Halloween weekend.

I have in the past heard of some really successful artist who quit at the top of their success because of their faith. I find this admirable. To have such a strong faith and commitment to it that you can just say my faith above all things. I pray that the future sees him be successful in whatever God has planned for him.

Gospel music new purchases

2011-09-25T07:46:00.000+01:00

I think my gospel music collection is not as good as it used to be. So I made a point of buying some new music. I have been given music by artists I am not too sure of. However when watching random youtube videos and a lady mentioned Isaac Carree who used to sing back up for Kirk Franklin. His album Uncommon me seems to have so many good reviews plus it is the type of Gospel music I like too.

The other album I bought is Trin-i-Tee 5:7 Angel and Chanelle who are now a duo. I have some of their other albums and like what I hear so far. Below is a video of a song on this album called Over and Over.

God is wiser than men

2011-08-19T23:29:00.001+01:00

This is a another text I received from one of my friends. I forwarded this onto many people who were truly inspired by the words. So yet again I am sharing.

"Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men;..." (1 Corinthians 1:25). Example 1. God could live any where in the universe but chose our hearts! Why? Example 2. God saved the whole world using an old rugged cross! Why? Dont you know? Neither do I. The things of God that appear foolish are wiser than men.

Winners never quit!

2011-08-15T00:27:00.001+01:00

Here is a text message I received from my good friend. I hope it blesses and empowers you to succeed.

"And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." (Galatians 6:9).

We all feel like giving up sometimes. Especially when we keep getting set backs in what we are trying to achieve. But often a success is just a failure that tried again. So keep going! Remember quitters never win and winners never quit. If you trust in Jesus you will be a winner. Bless.

Lift Him up

2011-07-17T20:09:00.001+01:00

This is one song that is sung at my church during praise and worship on a regular rotation. Today's service was all about having faith and succeeding beyond circumstances. It was not one of those prosperity doctrines either. A young lady gave her testimony on achieving 2:1 degree after 4 years to become Neuro science doctor. She achieved this without a student loan and always kept God first. It was very inspiring listening to her.

Do not be discouraged

2011-06-05T23:02:00.001+01:00

Last week I was browsing my favourite video site for makeup tutorials. I was partly doing research and just exploring. I came across a YouTuber called BronzeGoddess01 whose latest video was called - Motivation: "What About Me?"/Don't bother the Master. She touches on your wants and desires in your prayers. for example she uses wanting a house or a baby and someone else comes along and gets what you want. Some people would give up on their dreams thinking that their dream has died. However your dreams are not dead. Some people will tell you to stop bothering God, when God never told you your dream was dead. Definitely watch this video and believe that there is a blessing in there for you. I have shared this with some of my friends and they too have been blessed by this message. So please do not be discouraged. I know I need to take heed to this. I was definitely moved by this.

One more thing. The Bible story mentioned is about Jairus' daughter and occurs around the same time as the more famous story about the lady with the issue of blood (Mark 5:21-43). You can read a more in depth commentary about Jairus' daughter on Bible.org.

Perseverance in Obedience

2011-06-02T20:47:00.000+01:00

Perseverance in obedience is the key to receiving the promises of God. And when we get off track, repentance is key. In Psalm 119, we see that God gives us hope through His promises (vs. 49). He preserves our lives through His promises (vs. 50). He supplies us with grace according to His promises (vs. 58). And we are to meditate on and rejoice in His promises (vs. 148, 162). God's heart within us and the fulfillment of His promises allow us to forgive those who disappointed us on a greater level. When we expect people, not God, to fulfill promises only God can fulfill, we must repent and release them to Him. False expectations can hold us in bondage and cause us to miss God's very best for our lives. May we receive the full measure of God's promises by being obedient to His will.

(the above was sent to me via bbm)

How Great Thou Art

2011-05-18T17:24:00.000+01:00

This song I usually associate with funerals. Only because as I grew up this was a song I was guaranteed to hear at the funeral. However it is such a powerful song and not a funeral song.

Homeless but I have God!!

2011-05-18T16:00:00.000+01:00

This story is so amazing and counteracts the stereotype of homeless people. A homeless man finds out that a lady who often helped him out has herself become homeless. He gives her some of the money he received from charitable donations from the public. This pays for a roof over her head for her and her son. Curtis Jackson who has been homeless since 2004 keeps back enough to cover his travel and food. The reporter asks him about his self and he says "... all I have is God .." He intends to help her out as much as he can till she is back on her feet and then he will be ready to bless another life. Isn't that amazing. Watching this pulled at my heart strings. This man has nothing but God. No home no job nothing. However he is always in good spirits because he has God.
Amazing!

My Thoughts

2011-05-02T21:03:00.000+01:00

So the big news today which has managed to quieten down the recent events of the Royal Wedding is that Osama Bin Laden has passed away. He was killed by the American army.

My thoughts which I shared to my friends on FB

People you cannot celebrate the death of another human being and thank God for it. The humanist can claim this one. Leave God out of it.

Bin Laden was a political rogue who hid behind religion. I pray for the world. We need peace on this earth.

The times we live in

2011-03-14T23:29:00.000Z

As usual when any major event happens in the world my friends send me an ardent of spam emails and now blackberry pin messages which are even more instant. This one caught my attention. Though it is clear from the originator they are trying to make a particular point. Although as believers the Bible gives hints it does not give exact dates and times. So here is the chapter and verse taken from the King James Version:

¹⁰Then said he unto them, Nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom:
¹¹And great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven.

What caught my eye was the part about earthquakes in divers places. Only because many of the earthquakes which led to Tsunami's took place out in the ocean. It is so sad what has happened to the people of Japan and not forgetting the Boxing day events back in 2004. Also the famines which correct me if I am wrong but during my childhood in the 80s and 90s there were huge famines in the world.

Now earlier I mentioned the person composing the messages has some form of bias as it only noted events which took place on the 11th day of the month, NY, Haiti, Japan. It then followed by the above Bible quote. I read more of that Bible chapter and although it does not make pleasant reading it puts things into perspective. I won't make any assumptions as I am not studying theology as yet but it does make you think.

I pray for each and every person who is suffering in the world today through natural disasters or personal strife in their life. I pray Jesus sends help your way.

Jesus the living word

2011-01-30T23:11:00.000Z

This song was sung during Praise and Worship at church today. This version in the video below is sung by Fred Hammond.

Woman gives birth in Church

2011-01-26T21:00:00.001Z

I saw this video and thought it was very interesting. The lady in the video had come to church after doctors had told her her baby had breathing problems in the womb due to her being sick and also baby was turned the wrong way. The baby was not moving. She gave birth in church to a healthy baby boy.

What are your thoughts?

Into the new year

2011-01-02T19:28:00.000Z

I hope the start of the New Year has been well. I went to church New Years eve so that I would start and end the year with God. It was an ok service with many guest performances and also a skit about bad habits being kicked into check by heart and conscience.

Apostle was true to form in delivering a message that was not filled with any new years cliche´s. He said that we should not expect 2011 to be smooth sailing. God may not want you to experience storms but He loves to use them to bring you out on the better side. As the saying goes - if God is for me than no man or weapon shall be against me. God is very progressive and believers are always challenged. These challenges help the believer get to the next level of faith.

During service the book of Luke was mentioned and a particular story about a young religious ruler who had a question for Jesus. Although being religious and doing everything he was supposed to do he wanted to know how could he get eternal life. Something was lacking. In order to get something, you must give up something. You cannot just want eternal life without sacrificing something for it. an example would be an alcoholic needs to give up alcohol, or whatever it maybe.

The service ended with this note:

It is very important what you hear. You must respond to what you hear. If the blind man did not get up and go to the water as told too he would have still been sat down in is predicament and would not have realised his destiny.

2010-12-30T14:04:00.000Z

This is a quote I just spotted on Joel Osteen Ministries Facebook page that appeared on my time line.

I think is very inspirational.

The Bible says that if you will obey God’s commands and keep Him in first place in your life, His blessings will chase you down and overtake you. Get ready to see His overwhelming blessings overtake your life. Failure and calamity have no place in your future. You are blessed!

Merry Christmas

2010-12-24T21:58:00.000Z

People will always argue about whether or not Christians should celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ on 25 December. However it will never take away from the fact that God made a promise to mankind and that was fulfilled with the birth of His only begotten son. There is no argument.

I pray that everyone has a blessed Christmas with their families and friends. I also pray that the coming new year will be a blessed one.

You're Mighty

2010-12-24T16:36:00.000Z

I saw this song on Youtube and thought how inspiring this youth choir is. Also below is a testimony that is just so aww amazing.

Bishop John Francis

2010-11-21T15:42:00.000Z

Here is a video I found on YouTube about Bishop John Francis whose the leader of the church Ruach Ministries in Brixton. It is very interesting. This is one church I would like to attend one day.

Veils Hats Coverings

2010-11-17T18:12:00.001Z

1 Corinthians 11 has always been one of those sections in the Bible that gets mixed messages. It says

2 Now I praise you, brethren, that you remember me in all things and keep the traditions just as I delivered them to you. ³ But I want you to know that the head of every man is Christ, the head of woman is man, and the head of Christ is God. ⁴ Every man praying or prophesying, having his head covered, dishonours his head.⁵ But every woman who prays or prophesies with her head uncovered dishonours her head, for that is one and the same as if her head were shaved. ⁶ For if a woman is not covered, let her also be shorn. But if it is shameful for a woman to be shorn or shaved, let her be covered. ⁷ For a man indeed ought not to cover his head, since he is the image and glory of God; but woman is the glory of man. ⁸ For man is not from woman, but woman from man. ⁹ Nor was man created for the woman, but woman for the man. ¹⁰ For this reason the woman ought to have a symbol of authority on her head, because of the angels. ¹¹ Nevertheless, neither is man independent of woman, nor woman independent of man, in the Lord. ¹² For as woman came from man, even so man also comes through woman; but all things are from God.

¹³ Judge among yourselves. Is it proper for a woman to pray to God with her head uncovered? ¹⁴ Does not even nature itself teach you that if a man has long hair, it is a dishonour to him? ¹⁵ But if a woman has long hair, it is a glory to her; for her hair is given to her for a covering. ¹⁶ But if anyone seems to be contentious, we have no such custom, nor do the churches of God.

I have always interpreted these verses to mean simply that in the presence of God especially prayer a woman should cover her head. However as you read on to Verse 15 it says a woman's hair is her covering. I used to attend a church where women wore veils over their hair and not their faces. Other churches I have attended the ladies wore hats of varying degrees. My current church does not stipulate any actual head covering for women at all. Should women cover their heads in church or in their everyday lives?

Check out below links
Ladies Church Hats Make Comeback
Head Covering according to Wikipedia
Bible Research The Woman's Headcovering

Jesus Statues

2010-11-07T12:17:00.001Z

For years I have wondered why Europeans insisted on depicting Christ as a white man with blond hair and blue eyes. Yet these modern day artists never lived in the days of Christ and nor do they live where he lived. I remember growing up and being told by my mother that we should not try to recreate what is in heaven on Earth. Poland has just revealed their Jesus statue, there is one in Brazil and one in Bolivia.

When reading the Bible I do not see the images of Christ as the statues proclaim. I do not get much description about his physical appearance only where he was born and to whom his family was. Could it be said that the pictures and statues have a political agenda that has no relation to Christianity or God. I have heard people get really upset at depictions of Christ as a black man with locs. Oh the irony. God made us in HIS image. Yet year after year people are making Christ in their own image.

Does it matter what Christ looked like or should it matter? Are these statues idols as opposed to Jesus tributes?

Help when you least expect

2010-11-01T22:01:00.000Z

This may seem like such a small thing but help is always welcomed. I was in my hometown London for a few days over the half term. Having chosen to spend a few hours in Oxford Circus than head to the museums my friend chose the Underground as our mode of travel. I have a strong dis-like of the Underground. It is hot sweaty stuffy and over packed of people. It just does not suit me at all, especially with kids in tow one in a pushchair for long journeys.

So I was thinking. The whole underground journey was quite awful for me. The stairs were never ending and the escalators seem to have no end. However at every step and even on the escalators both in and outside the Tube I was greeted by complete strangers who offered their hand of help. In London you often see women with their buggies making do with the inaccessibility the Tube offers and not always getting help. So I can only say that God knew I was going to need a helping hand and sent me some Angels that day.

I am thankful.

God in my dreams

2010-10-19T23:36:00.000+01:00

I have some weird and interesting dreams. I do have some that gets me thinking or I just cannot help but dwell on for ages. The one am going to share with you asked my god friends about it. She walks in faith has been born again and knows her God. This is a dream that I had not long ago. I woke up as this dream was ending and this is what I remember.

I was in the church that I attend sat in more or less my usual place. On the left near the radiator in the middle of the rows. Praise and worship was taking place at this time but it was not the start of the service. As I get up out of my seat I feel as though I am falling back. As I am falling I could sense people moving towards me, but I could not see who they were. So as I continue to fall I hear people clapping.

I do not actually feel myself hit the floor. It was as though someone held me in my fall. When I wake in my dream I am stood up rubbing my eyes. My feet are a bit unsteady. So I am leaning trying to catch my balance. Just as I am trying to get my barings my dream ends as I wake up for real.

My friend interpreted my dream as follows:

Ok to me it sounds like God is letting you feel his presence and HE is telling you that the more you praise and worship Him, the more intense He will be with you. Falling may mean loss of support not being able to carry yourself but the clapping means what ever trial you may face God is gonna pull you out and you will be able to stand firm. Although it may be hard. I would encourage u to keep on praising God through any circumstance.

Wow is all I can say. I do not often share my dreams, but during the times where I need clarity it does not hurt to ask someone sometime. What my friend said does make a whole lot of sense to me. Right now I feel like I am facing so many struggles in my life. I just got to keep the faith. I just got to keep going and God will make everything alright.

Please feel free to leave a comment or share this post to someone who walks in faith. It would be interesting to see what they say too.

Bless my girl and xyz

2010-09-30T19:55:00.000+01:00

Here are two of many blackberry messenger messages and texts I receive weekly. Of course it says to share but its the reason why it asks you to share that some may see at fault. It ends with a promise of goodness if only you share.Yet God teaches you to ask and it shall be given unto you. You get what I'm trying to say. I will post more of these just because most contain nice prayers and inspiration.

Dear God,
This is my girl,my friend n sister, whom I love and this is my prayer for her. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations. Help her to shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you the most and let her know when she walks with you. She will always be safe. I Love You Girl! Now you're on the clock . . . In nine minutes something will make you happy ;) But you have to tell nine sisters you love them, including me. Get going girl !!! Walk byFAITH!

So now read this one below. It definitely pulls at or tries to pull on guilt and bring into question someones faith

When you carry the Bible Satan has a headache,
When you open it he collapses,
When he sees you reading it, he faints,
So let's read the bible,
Every time so that he keeps on fainting.
(maybe one day he'll have a stroke and never wake up)
And did you also know that when you are about
to forward this message to others the Satan will discourage you, but
forward it anyway, and DON'T let him stop you.

Surely the idea is to share the gospel because it is good news and not because of some guilt trip. I hope I will receive an email without the endings that these contain one day.

Luke 12:13-21. The Parable of the Rich Fool

2010-09-27T20:25:00.000+01:00

13 Then one from the crowd said to Him, “Teacher, tell my brother to divide the inheritance with me.”
14 But He said to him, “Man, who made Me a judge or an arbitrator over you?” 15 And He said to them, “Take heed and beware of covetousness,[a] for one’s life does not consist in the abundance of the things he possesses.”
16 Then He spoke a parable to them, saying: “The ground of a certain rich man yielded plentifully. 17 And he thought within himself, saying, ‘What shall I do, since I have no room to store my crops?’ 18 So he said, ‘I will do this: I will pull down my barns and build greater, and there I will store all my crops and my goods. 19 And I will say to my soul, “Soul, you have many goods laid up for many years; take your ease; eat, drink, and be merry.”’ 20 But God said to him, ‘Fool! This night your soul will be required of you; then whose will those things be which you have provided?’
21 “So is he who lays up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God.” (NKJ)

I was watching the God channel a while ago and heard a sermon about this very chapter and verse. I do not know who the preacher was but what he was talking about was interesting. He spoke about tithes and offerings and also if people saw themselves as being rich.

He asked the audience if they felt they were rich. Then he asked various questions like, are you able to replace clothes or fix things when they are broken, are you able to save and do you ever have any left over. By that equation you are rich as you have more than what you need.

He further went on to discuss the actual parable above. A rich man has been blessed with an abundance in his crops. He has far more than what he needs or can currently store in the barns he has already. He decided to build more bigger barns so that he can store all this excess and feels that he will truly be living the good life as he as over an abundance of what he needs. However in his reasoning and his conversation with God he learns of missed opportunity. Instead of being able to sit back and enjoy these new found riches he has passed away and no longer has what he has hoarded.

The verse is not saying that you are not allowed to be rich. However what is the point of being rich when the people around you are not. In what way could your riches or your abundance be used to be a blessing to someone else. After all when you pass away you can no longer control what belonged to you. People will more likely remember you for what you didn't give. Whilst many will decide how to share up what you left behind.

So by using your abundance to be a blessing to someone else does not mean you can not have your luxuries. You can enjoy your abundance just do not get too caught up in your riches that you fail to be a blessing to someone else.

So that is the basically what I am understanding. If you have any other intepretation or angle from this. Please leave a comment. I really would like to know more.

You are my Joy

2010-09-12T14:34:00.000+01:00

This is such a lovely and uplifting song. Whenever it sung during Praise and Worship at my church it always gets a reprise. I wish I knew of any artist that has this song available on their album or as single that I could purchase. I really do need to get to know more artists who spread the good news.

You are alive but you are dead

2010-09-05T17:31:00.001+01:00

I managed to attend one evening session of my church's conference. It was held over 5 days. Below are the notes that I took. I should have typed these up the very next day so I do hope you still take away what I learned that day and things to ponder.

The speaker was called Dr Kervin J Smith and I had never heard of him before but wow he had some powerful things to say and remind people about. The focus of the session was around Revelations 3 verses 1-6.

"I know your works, that you have a name that you are alive, but you are dead"

When that part was being read I did not quite understand what was being read out until I listened to the whole service. Well rather when I got home and re-read those verses.

So basically he said that one of the most dangerous places to find yourself in is yesterday. Staying in your past stops you getting into the future. Think about it. How many times do you sit and think about the "what ifs" ?What if are the things that plague you. These things can be from your past or things you wanted to do but have yet to do and keep you in that state of thought. What if I did this or that instead of this. When you settle for mediocrity you accepting what is average and stopping yourself from reaching excellence.

He went onto say that before you can get to the glory, you got to allow God to kill you first. I take it that he meant that there needs to spiritual birth from deep within our souls lead by God. A new you a better you. The holy spirit is needed by all.

Why does the church has an identity crisis

There are seven attributes of God (7 spirits of God)

1 - Lord , 2 - Wisdom , 3-Understanding, 4- Knowledge, 5-Council, 6-Mind, 7 - Fear of the Lord

The church has been inundated with celebrity. Celebrity church TV and more. Some people only want to listen to the favourite pastor on TV yet the person they do not want or side steps may be the person to give the most powerful sermon or testimony you ever heard. So the church and church folk should not get blinded by celebrity.

The church at large is in a mess. People have forgotten the local church. The church that is involved in its local community and not just about getting the most people to attend the sunday service. So the church at large has gotten fat and out of shape.

5 key commandments

1- Wake up - we have been sleeping and need to wake up at what is going on around us. The church is sleeping and does not want to offend people. However the Gospel is the truth and the church should not be afraid to offend anyone. People need to wake up Psychologically, Spiritually and Socially.

2- Strengthen what remains

3- Remember what God has brought you out of

4- Move in obedience

5 - Repent - until the church at large repents the church will not see the glory.

Key points in service:

There is no glory without a story

God is pulling you out of the pit

Greatest anointment happens in isolation

If you want the glory you have to give God you

When God is getting ready to bless you in the season He will not place a classified ad.

In life you will have 12 true friends yet one of them will be a Judas.

Start thinking Glory

2010-08-16T18:23:00.001+01:00

Church was definitely lively yesterday.Well my church usually is. The spirit of the Lord is definitely among us. I really wanted to discuss more of what Apostle spoke about in service but as usual I didn't take notes. This is something I will definitely aim to do in future.

I am always moved by people's testimonies. One lady spoke about for years not having any feeling attached to life and life events. Such as picking up her great-granddaughter. Through the grace of God she now has those associated feelings that she longed for.

When she was speaking it made me think about myself. I would not say that I do not have any feelings attached to life events. After all anyone that knows me can testify that when it comes to my children, they are so loved by me and they know this. So this lady's testimonie spoke to me. On the front I can come across as emotion less and un-moved by certain things. I am talking about things that hurt that are soul destroying. On the outside I am always happy or appear to be so. Yet deep down inside I feel pain. I just do not know how to deal with it except to smile. Smile in the face of adversity.

I am more rambling than telling a story. I think I just need to learn or allow myself to let go sometime. I hope you got the gyst of what I was trying to say.

This song was sung during Praise and Worship. Kurt Carr - In the Sanctuary

Baptism services

2010-07-19T22:22:00.000+01:00

I attended a Baptism service at church yesterday. It was so amazing. My friend who has been a Christian for a few years now finally decided to take the next big step in his faith. He nearly died 6 weeks ago and when he was giving his testimony at church he was choked up in tears. God has definitely blessed him with a good family support network. His family starting with his wife joined him at the altar as his chosen song by Marvin Sapp played in the background called "Never Would have made it".

I could tell that not just him alone but his whole family has been blessed by God. Jesus has truly got them in hand and in spirit. I pray this is the start of the next chapter of his life in Christ.

I had a conversation with another friend of mind about the morning events. She told me amongst other stuff she thought that I was ready to be baptised myself. I am not too surprised by this as many people do tell me this all the time. It is just I do not see it myself. I would definitely have to concur one of my fears of having my head under water. I cannot swim and the thought of being dipped in water no matter how controlled does put a little fear in me. Just know that when I do my fear would have been concurred or met head on with Jesus by my side. One thing for sure I am going to start attending Bible study soon. Even if I have to start doing a distance learning course like I used to do it will be something a start.

Key points in service :

Apostle noted that Baptism comes from the Greek word Baptizo which means to immerse in water. Some churches simply splash water on the forehead but that is not the example Jesus set. He Himself was baptised by being submerged in water.

Baptism can occur from the moment you choose to follow and begin following Christ. It is a testament of faith.

During praise and worship at start of service we sang Revelation song and let me tell you this. It gave me chills. I could feel the hairs on my arms and elsewhere standing. It just speaks to me in some way and I cannot explain it. I have included a video below.

Feel free to share your thoughts!

Cassidy expresses his Faith

2010-06-13T12:28:00.001+01:00

I came across a beautiful testimony by a rapper called Cassidy. He freestyled some praise and worship to the Lord. This is very refreshing to see. It just goes to show you God welcomes everyone and calls on everyone.

The clip was found on World Star HipHop. He starts off by saying "I want the crowd to know I love my Lord and saviour Jesus Christ with all of my heart".

Bible in Patois

2010-06-09T21:20:00.000+01:00

I was reading The Voice newspaper and came across an article about the Bible being translated into Jamaican Patois. As my parents spoke it and my elders speak it, I am always surrounded by Patois. So this sounded interesting. The Bible has been translated into so many languages so that the Word can be understood in the 1st language of so many people.

Luke's Gospel is the 1st book in the Bible to be translated into Jamaican Patois which is the language of the people home and abroad. I have listened to some of the audio book and I am impressed. The story telling is amazing and is sure to get more people wanting to hear more. They have not used the rawest form of patois that foreigners do not understand. Think of it this way it is Patois without slang.

You can get a free download from i-Tunes.

Gospel of Luke in Patois audio book

The download is free. So tell me what do you think?

My faith is being questioned

2010-05-03T23:21:00.000+01:00

I was meant to write this post yesterday. I was just never sure how to put my thoughts into perspective. At work I have been faced with some changes which may not work out to any good for me. The only good thing so far is that I am still employed.

I have new co-workers to work alongside. One in particular seems to have many issues with my faith. He is a Christian devout baptised etc etc. He speaks so negatively about the level of my faith and how I choose to live my life. He has gone so low as to ridicule my church which he has never been to. He preaches to people on the street and evangelises alot. He is committed to God, that is unquestioned.

His qualms are that I currently do out on nights out with the girls and I do drink alcohol. I do know my limits and I do not go out that often. I tend to make the effort for birthdays and childrens parties. This is just a miniscule of what I enjoy doing. Co-worker now refers to me as a rebelious Christian and a drunkard. Come on now how rude and judgemental are you. He loves quoting scripture which is okay. But why quote it to attack someone or be negative.

There is a way to approach people with what you believe and what you think is right. The wrong approach falls on deaf ears. I have spoken to many devout and very committed Christians for their opinion and they were not happy with what they heard. This guy does not know me and has made a sweeping judgement of me based on the fact that I went out for my friends birthday and had a couple of drinks.

Should I point the finger back at him and remind him of his past and the way he used to choose to live his life. The fact that is bride to be is a strong Christian woman, yet he had no standards prior to him being saved. I expressed to him that I felt that he is very judgemental by nature and that even if he was not saved he would be a very judgemental person.

I have prayed about this and believe that God will provide me with the perfect solution. I am just going to keep doing my work and let his words go over and above my head. I know my Lord knows my heart.

I have not given full details just the gyst because there has been more said that was not good. What are your thoughts and how would you handle this situation. Keeping in mind you are at work to work.

Search for the Lord and for His strength; continually seek him." 1 Chronicles 16:11

The Son

2010-03-10T20:11:00.003Z

I recieved this email and thought I would share it only because I like the way the message is given.

The ending will surprise you.

Take my Son

A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art..

When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son.

About a month later, just before Christmas,

There was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands..

He said, 'Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly... He often talked about you, and your love for art.' The young man held out this package. 'I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this.'

The father

Opened the package. It was a portrait of his son, painted by the young man. He stared in awe at the way the soldier had captured the personality of his son in the painting. The father was so drawn to the eyes that his own eyes welled up with tears.. He thanked the young man and offered to pay him for the picture.. 'Oh, no sir, I could never repay what your son did for me. It's a gift.'

The father hung the portrait over his mantle. Every time visitors came to his home he took them to see the portrait of his son before he showed them any of the other great works he had collected.

The man died a few months later. There was to be a great auction of his paintings. Many influential people gathered, excited over seeing the great paintings and having an opportunity to purchase one for their collection.

On the platform sat the painting of the son. The auctioneer pounded his gavel. 'We will start the bidding with this picture of the son. Who will bid for this picture?'

There was silence....

Then a voice in the back of the room shouted, 'We want to see the famous paintings. Skip this one.'

But the auctioneer persisted. 'Will somebody bid for this painting? Who will start the bidding? $100, $200?'

Another voice angrily. 'We didn't come to see this painting. We came to see the Van Gogh's, the Rembrandt's. Get on with the real bids!'

But still the auctioneer continued. 'The son! The son! Who'll take the son?'

Finally, a voice came from the very back of the room. It was the longtime gardener of the man and his son. 'I'll give $10 for the painting...' Being a poor man, it was all he could afford.

'We have $10, who will bid $20?'

'Give it to him for $10. Let's see the masters.'

The crowd was becoming angry. They didn't want the picture of the son.

They wanted the more worthy investments for their collections.

The auctioneer pounded the gavel.. 'Going once, twice, SOLD for $10!'

A man sitting on the second row shouted, 'Now let's get on with the collection!'
The auctioneer laid down his gavel. 'I'm sorry, the auction is over.'

'What about the paintings?'

'I am sorry. When I was called to conduct this auction, I was told of a secret stipulation in the will... I was not allowed to reveal that stipulation until this time. Only the painting of the son would be auctioned. Whoever bought that painting would inherit the entire estate, including the paintings.

The man who took the son gets everything!'

God gave His son 2,000 years ago to die on the cross. Much like the auctioneer, His message today is: 'The son, the son, who'll take the son?'

Because, you see, whoever takes the Son gets everything.

For God so loved the world that He gave his only begotten son, who so ever believe, shall have eternal life ... That's love !

Video Testimony: Song Bird Diva 4 Life

2010-02-03T19:59:00.004Z

This testimony is very inspiring. It lasts about 26 minutes but well worth it. God is so good and when you put your faith in him, He does not let you down. This young lady is a YouTuber whose screen name is SongBirdDiva4Life.

I hope and pray her words inspire you.

I attended KICC

2010-01-25T21:17:00.007Z

I attended KICC in East London this past Sunday. It is one of the biggest churches in England and in Europe. They now have 12,000 church attendees every Sunday. As some may know they had to leave their huge church due to the London Olympics and compulsory purchase orders placed on their land and buildings . I am told their current location is only temporary.

Just reading the Sunday bulletin that you are given as you enter the building I am amazed at the amount of services they have. The church holds Sunday services at 7am, 9.30am, 1130am and 1pm. Youth services are held from 4.30pm -6.30pm and the evening service commences at 7pm. That is a lot of worship.

We made it to the 9.30am service and the sermon was about reaching for a higher dimension. Pastor Ashimolowo further expressed that we need to ensure we are not limited by our flesh. I wish I had taken notes of this service. There was so much more discussed.

I liked the fact that there were plenty of young children in attendance. Their noises did not take from the service and let me tell you, It was a very lively service that I thoroughly enjoyed.

Adjacent to the church is the KICC book shop. It is filled with titles from various authors including some of the most popular names. I was pleased to buy What is wrong with being Black" by Matthew Ashimolowo. I have wanted a copy of this book since I saw his series on Black history. I also bought The Winning Women - Habits of a successful Woman by Yemisi Ashimolowo. My friend mentioned this book and I thought I would buy it too. I am reading other books at the moment too so once they are complete I will update

Next time I am in East London I hope to attend KICC again.

For more info on KICC please click here

.com and hopefully changes will come

2010-01-07T21:43:00.000Z

I bought .com name for my final blog. This time I bought it through google just to simplify the process. I am hoping to update this blog which has been somewhat neglected.

I am still praying and yearning for that spiritual connection. Even more so keener now that my friend got baptised recently and she understood me. So fingers crossed it could be this year. Who knows.

As for this blog I will begin to reflect on my spirituality more often. I am also keen to find out what would make you read this blog more often or even refer it to a friend. Are there any blogs out there that I should be checking out? Please let me know.

Still looking to the sky

2009-09-23T19:07:00.001+01:00

I am still pretty much moving in faith. I have not posted about my journey in so long. At present I go church as often as I can and read the word. I get the Daily word and that helps me. I will give a proper update soon,
blessings

This songs sums it up for me

2009-04-19T11:18:00.002+01:00

I have always been a fan of Mary Mary's music. I have yet to buy their latest album but have added it to my Amazon wish list. The song I am on about is "The God in me ". Oh my days this song just speaks to me.

I so need to commit to prayer more and get my relationship with God, with Jesus where it should be. I absolutely love this song. It just makes me want to get up and get my praise on.

There is a part in the song where it says "behind closed doors she is on her knees". If you can look up the lyrics. This song is a blessing to listen to.

Purposefully

2009-03-26T20:41:00.007Z

I completed Purpose Driven Life a while ago. It has taken me on a journey of understanding and has helped me to put some things into perspective. I really enjoyed reading Purpose Driven Life. Because it was so centred around discovering God's purpose for your life and you being or going through a journey. Towards the end of the book on day 40, I was so exhausted in just getting on in life that I fell asleep before I could read. Though I made sure that I read it the next day without fail. I did not complete The Secret. it became boring as it just seemed to centre around the Universe and although it contained quotes from the Bible, it just didn't have that edge for me. I am told I should watch the DVD. i might one day.

My Blackberry is proving more useful everyday. My friend sent me a link for an application that allows me to access the Bible on my phone on the go. It is called YouVersion and you can download this application for many phone models. My Blackberry now has the Holy Bible on it. You get daily reads and can specify which version you wish to read and switch between them. One of my twitter pals also recommended Olive Tree as another useful application.

Right now I am still pretty much doing my best to think in faith. I have a friend at work who is a non practicing muslim. We were having a conversation at the Coffee Bar at work. He lives across the street from my church so I always extend an invitation to him. Somewhere along the line in our conversation I said to him "God is omnipresent, God is everywhere!" I noticed the guy behind us was smiling and quitely chuckling. Nothing horrible. We often have these conversations and although it may seem like we are having a laugh, I am serious. Messages get delivered in many ways and guises. You just do not hear this conversation all the time and not at work. I have similar conversations all the time.

starting 2009 with purpose

2009-01-05T22:56:00.002Z

Before I get into 2009 let me just tell you this. I am so determined to get my spirit my soul my life where it ought to be. I was at church towards the end of 2008 and there was a guest speaker. Sorry forgotten his name. He gave a good service. He did sly alter call. I will say sly because he did say put your hands up where you are and I will pray for you. Then came the come to alter bla bla bla. Not meaning to sound blaze' but I am trying to get this all out so I can read my book. You willl understand as you read on.

I can over analyse or over think. That may come from the fact that I am not one for surprises. Unless of course I am found pregnant with twin girls in view of the fact I have contraception. Anyway so I dutifully and willingly went to the alter and prayed and was prayed upon. We did a joint prayer committing ourselves to getting to know Jesus thus making that promise to God. I will declare now. Jesus is my saviour!!!

I was not sure when to leave the alter but took my guess when I felt like the person next to me had gone. I think it is the attention on me that makes my heart skip a beat no less. But why when through all my nerves I used to sing and recite poetry publicly. I need to loosen up. Not too much.

Anyway so I bought a few books back in October 2008. One of those books is Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. It says it is a 40 day spiritual journey that will give you an understanding of why you are on earth and God's amazing plan for you. I like the sound of that. So today is day 1. I am going to try blog my thoughts here as I read. I might not be able to do daily blogs but I will do weekly.

Have you read this book. What do you think of it. Join on my journey in faith and understanding. Let me know more about yours.

Blessings for 2009

Christmas Carol service

2008-12-23T00:02:00.002Z

Aww what an honor it was to be asked to participate in the Christmas carol service at my church. My friend told her other half that I write poems which I do. But have not written for awhile. So to start off with it took me a moment or two, to get my poetry in motion.

At first I was stuck on the concept of tying my thoughts with the Billie Holliday song "God bless the child". It felt strange and I could not understand why. So I naturally tried to talk myself out of taking part. Excuses no babysitter etc. Silly me. Christmas service is something to bring the little ones too. Its church but different to the usual praise and worship followed by prayers and sermon format. It is a night out.

So in a slight panic I reached out to my good friends Tan who spoke encouraging words and gave me feedback. After that call I turned that poem around. I removed the song bit and tied it in two the mood of the season and what Christmas is truly about.

The poem was well recieved. The points where well made. It turned out to be thought provoking. So much emphasis is placed on gifts material things etc. I can honestly say I cannot see the strong signs of Christmas like you got a few years ago. The christmas trees and their sparklies are there. One area where I live there are a few Christmas decorations but it is mainly diwalli. mmmm. no comment.

Well anyway I got my wish. I wanted to get more involved with church and what a way too. I even sang in the finale not by myself though.

In need of prayer

2008-11-23T00:10:00.005Z

Sometime I let people know my mood. On FB I had the tag -In need of prayer. One of my long time school and you could say family friends sent me this Bible verse which helped to put things in perspective. This was a few months ago. I need to log these more often.

Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.(1 Corinthians 9:24-27)

I have just re-read that verse. It is so true. Oh my days. I need to start running spiritually.

The Secret or is it?

2008-11-23T00:01:00.003Z

I have partly read a book called The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. My friend noticed that I had been reading it and sent this message to me.

I have noticed you are reading quite alot of good books.Remeber those
books can really help you.Also i have noticed that one of you books is on the
secret. Those are univerasal laws that work for anyone that uses them. The bible
is also got these laws. God put them for us to use.I have watched The secret
Dvd. The only thing is these people use Gods law and claim all the gllory to
themselves as if they r gods themselves.I have done a little research on these
people they r into some funky stuff.What they say on the laws r true, that is as
far as it goes for me.It is fascinating.You will c it if you read the
bible.Jesus did these micracles by acknowedging the father & giving him the
glory.God of the universe is, is God all by himself. Adam & Eve claimed that
they want to be as God themselves to be come gods. This was in the garden by
listening 2 the serpent, thats when sin entered the world.We are created by God
& God gives us the ability 2 create.This what These people don't believe in
sin & we need a SAVIOUR.Thank God 4 Jesus that he came in fleshly form. The
sacrifice for mankind.I thought you might find this interesting.
God bless.
Now I haven't finished the book and might just get the dvd to watch. It just keeps telling me about the universe which conflicts with what I believe in. I have been reading it and wondering where is God in this. If I finish the book or watch the dvd I will indeed review it here.

TD Jakes - junk in your trunk

2008-09-28T12:55:00.002+01:00

I always love watching the Potters House on TV. TD Jakes style of preaching is so understandable. He speaks my language and I am sure people younger than me can understand what he says. He relates to people well.

Anyway I saw this sermon on the other day and was so happy to find on YouTube. There seems to be two channels on there said to belong his ministries

enjoy the video

Girl Look at You!

2008-08-28T21:23:00.002+01:00

Girl, just look at you, with your pretty self. You are so beautiful! Not only are you beautiful, but you have the nerve to be talented and gifted by God. Hold your head up Girl and
know that you are loved and appreciated. Don’t give the enemy any place to cause

you to have lowself-esteem or doubt. You are indeed fearfully and wonderfully made.

This is your year to decree it and speak it! This is the year of new beginnings.

So get your step on Girl, because God is faithful to
perform all that He has promised to you! Be confident in Him and His word. The
words you speak from your mouth determine your outcome. Why not speak good and
positive things over your life Girl? You are not defeated but rather you are more than
a conqueror. You have been through a lot in your life and look at you now, just as
pretty and as strong as ever! Oh, how blessed you are. Look what God has done and
look where He has brought you from. Begin to bless God and praise Him for all that
He has done, and for making you so beautiful! He had you in His precious hands all
the time. Your life is orchestrated by Him. He knows you and what is best for you.
Believe that He has even greater things in store for you and your family. Girl, get over
the silly stuff and grab hold of faith. Seek God as never
before. Sure, times are hard, but God is Good! Learn to love
who He has made you to be. There is no one like YOU. –

Author Unknown

Enjoy the Love of Jesus and Enjoy Life!

Shake Them Haters Off!

2008-08-28T21:02:00.003+01:00

This email is said to be wriitten by TD Jakes, that I cant confirm but here you go

Shake Them Haters Off!
By: Bishop T.D Jakes

A hater is someone that is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people. Nothing is ever good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful who you share your blessings and your dreams with because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else...

If God wanted you to be like somebody else. He would have given you what He gave them. You don't know what people have gone through to get what they have... The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too. We've all got some haters among us. Some people don't like it that you can:
1. Have a relationship with God
2. Light up a room when you walk in
3. Start your own business
4. Tell a man/woman to get lost (if he/she ain't about the right thing)
5. Raise children without both parents being around and not ask for a dime from Anyone
6. Haters don't want to see you happy
7. Haters don't want to see you succeed
8. Haters don't want you to get the victory

Most of our haters are people that are supposed to be on our side. How do you handle the haters who you at least expect to have your guard up against? You can handle your haters by:

1. Knowing who you are and who your true friends are (VERY IMPORTANT!!)
2. Having a purpose to your life
3. By remembering what you have is by divine prerogative and not human manipulation.

Purpose does not mean having a job. You can have a job and still be unfulfilled. A purpose is having a clear sense of what God has called you to be. Your purpose is not defined by what others think about you. Fulfill your dreams!

You only have one life to live................when its your time to leave this earth, you want to be able to say,* I've lived my life and fulfilled my dreams, .........I'm ready to go HOME! When God gives you FAVOR, you can tell your haters, 'Don't look at me... Look at who is in charge of me...'

Watch out for Haters..........................BUT most of all don't become a HATER yourself!

He has given you the ability

2008-08-07T09:25:00.002+01:00

Here is another email from my good friend.

'God...gives you the ability to produce wealth...' Deuteronomy 8:18

Without struggle, you'll never develop your potential! Have you ever watched an ant carrying home a piece of bread that's bigger than him? Success belongs to those too small to carry what they believe in but too stubborn to leave it behind! If God the Creator lives within you, then you are 'creative'. That means when you can't find a job, you can go out and create one. If success doesn't come after you, get up and go after it. There are no risk-free plans. A young man once asked an old man, 'What's the secret of your success?' 'Good decisions,' he replied. 'How did you learn to make good decisions?' the young man asked. 'By making bad ones,' the old man replied. Once you discover your gift and identify your dream, get on your mark, get set and go! Stop waiting for opportunity. Opportunity is the breath in your body and the strength of your mind. If you use your God-given gifts wisely, there's no telling what you can do. But you must be a 'doer'! God does not give us wealth; He gives us the power to get wealth. There's a big difference. Too many of us sit down and wait for Him to drop everything into our lap. A dream without corresponding action only aggravates the soul and amounts to nothing. God will give you the power to succeed but you have to take it, develop a plan and work at it. Okay?

It Is Well

2008-07-15T18:45:00.000+01:00

Here is another email...This one I quite enjoyed reading

It Is Well!
This week, God is encouraging you, His son and you His daughter with these simple words - IT IS WELL!!!
God is pleased with your offering,
Pleased with what you have done in and for His name,
For the support, the encouragement, the sacrifice of time and energy that you've poured into so many even when you thought it had gone unnoticed,
Heaven heard your heart,
Though the journey has not always been easy,
We can still give thanks to the Father for never leaving us, nor forsaking us, for IT IS WELL!!!
Well means: Pleasing, healthy, in a good way, favourable
So, today let's take a moment to thank God for being well, in health, in strength, for families, friends and neighbours.
Amidst the busyness of our lives
Amongst the pressures of our projects, mandates and assignments
In spite of our downfalls, successes or our failures
Despite the fact that we have much left to achieve in anticipation of His coming
On this day, at this time
God has assigned it for praise, a time to give thanks,
You see, some of us may not be where we want to be
Doing what we know we've been called to do
But right where you are
I believe the Father is saying
Thus far, sons, daughters, IT IS WELL!
Though the vision may tarry, wait for it,
For what is done in my name shall surely come to pass!!!
What the Father said He would do, He will do!
Be encouraged friends,
IT IS WELL!!!

In Faith in me will continue to try

2008-07-13T11:23:00.002+01:00

I went out of town and visited my friends. I got to see all of them together. It was very nice. As the night slowed down we began speaking on a spiritual level.

First we spoke about spirits and people who practice obeah. It lead us to talk about having your spirit in the right place. I mentioned a conversation with my pastor about spirits and palm readers. Where basically he said that we are all spiritual people. Our flesh is limited but the spirit can reach further. We all have the ability to use the spirit to see. However what people must bare in mind is that....whenever someone tells you something...you must ask yourself, who is the source of that information. If it is not of God than it is not for you.

We also explored levels of faith. I said to my friends I feel my faith is here but I want to be up there. One friend said, thats fine but I must think that I will get there I just have to continue to work towards achieving that goal. It doesnt neccessarily happen over night.

The will of God

2008-07-05T21:47:00.000+01:00

Here is another email I have been sent. Most of the emails end with you must pass on bla bla bla.

The Will of God

Concentrate on this sentence

"To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did"

When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence.....

'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.' Something good will happen to you today.

Something that you have been waiting to hear

God Chart

2008-06-01T08:00:00.002+01:00

Here is another email i have been sent. I do apologise as I have not kept up with this blog but hey I hope you enjoy.

HANDY LITTLE CHART God has a positive answer:
YOU SAY
GOD SAYS
BIBLE VERSES

You say: 'It's impossible'
God says: All things are possible
(Luke 18:27)

You say: 'I'm too tired'
God says: I will give you rest
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: 'Nobody really loves me'
God says: I love you
(John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 )

You say: 'I can't go on'
God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: 'I can't figure things out'
God says: I will direct your steps
(Proverbs 3:5- 6)

You say: 'I can't do it'
God says: You can do all things
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: 'I'm not able'
God says: I am able
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it'
God says: It will be worth it
(Roman 8:28 )

You say: 'I can't forgive myself'
God says: I Forgive you
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: 'I can't manage'
God says: I will supply all your needs
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: 'I'm afraid'
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'
God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: 'I'm not smart enough'
God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: 'I feel all alone'
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)

God is at the window.....

2007-05-28T23:41:00.000+01:00

I recieved this email. I figured the message is very nice

God is at the window.....

There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods; but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner. As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile; only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes" But Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen."
Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes. Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally just smiled and said, "Well that's all right because Johnny told me he wanted to help" She whispered again, "Remember the duck?" So Sally went fishing and Johnny stayed to h elp. After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally's; he finally couldn't stand it any longer. He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck. Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug and said, "Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Sally make a slave of you." Thought for the day and every day thereafter? Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.)...whatever it is...You need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing. He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven. He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you. The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness; He not only forgives you, but He forgets. It is by God's grace and mercy that we are saved. Go ahead and make the difference in someone's life today. Share this with a friend and always remember: God is at the window! When Jesus died on the cross; he was thinking of you! If you are one of the 93 % who will stand up for him forward this with the title, "I'm in the 93%" Would you believe 7% of people won't forward this?

my church attendance

2007-03-11T19:27:00.001Z

I dont feel that this means that my attendance at church is slacking or that I am moving the wrong direction. I just feel that although a good church too many changes have taken place that have made it a bit of a yawn going.

Now i have a 18 month old who is very lively and active. When at church he makes occasional noise etc. I cant afford to pay so much money in travelling cost to go church only to miss most of the service. There is nothing to cater for babies so what else can i do. I love church but didnt go today simply because i noticed that a female camera person was tutting when my son was making noise.

These days I always notice the stewards jumping down parents neck or interfering. It may be church but I am not going to leave my child with anyone.

One lady did suggest a creche with parents rotating to take part

Ok so I am venting but i have no choice. When he is older it wont be a problem as his understanding of sit down quietly will be already learned

I must contact pastor and see if there is a way i can have church at home for weeks when i dont go or just see if I have taken this wrongly

Praying for a stronger faith

Dreamer

2007-02-10T06:55:00.000Z

I must admit dreams are very powerful. Some of my dreams are so intense i have to wake up and take a deep breath.

Recently i had a dream about a statue that held meaning. It was covered up, however when revealed it started doing crazy things.

I found myself kneeling down on my knees weeping and crying out to the Lord saying ''my Lord my Lord''. A feeling unknown to me. I prayed before i closed my eyes again and said Jesus please give me a peaceful sleep.

Dont know what to make of it though

One thing for sure I know have cried out well rather reached out to the Lord in previous dreams.

Blessed Happy New Year 2007

2007-01-01T23:20:00.000Z

For the first time in my life i saw in new years day in church. It was wonderful. Church was full pact of life and the spirit of the Lord was truly present. What better way to spend it. Years gone by i used to just go out get drunk and think about stuff. Of course i havent done so in a while as I have my son.

One lady spoke of forgetting the problems of 2006. 2007 will be ushering in a new phase a new era.

I thank Jesus for getting me here. I know my faith has been weak and waivering at times....but He has kept me near. Kept me going.

I am very cautious at times because I would like ot think that I can reach out to God in good times and in Bad. Need to develop that relationship a bit more but i am getting there.

I'm still reading the Bible via a chronoligical reading plan. Soon I hope I will be able to attend Bible study. Because i need that deeper understanding

My Bible collection has now grown. A free raffle at church with a pop quiz...i was given the answer by the congregation, thankfully. Its the New century Version. I have never come across this version. Read slightly like the Good News version. I guess with all these Bibles and verses I will need to do some cross referencing.

Its funny that my number was called in church. Me and my friend were pondering if one of ours would be. I actually had a mini conversation with my Lord and said "i prefer not to be called because there are questions etc etc..." I guess he felt differently.

I can only take it as God is trying to tell me something. He does listen and He does hear me. Now i need to move on over to the next level

I pray that everyone in the world is blessed in 2007. That we start to fulfill our purpose in life. With Jesus everything is possible I truly believe this.

Stay blessed!!

Psalm 55:22

2006-12-15T23:51:00.002Z

again another nice email

i forwarded this one of course and many sent it back how nice
i was taken aback when my friends emailed me back with passion saying how much he liked that email, so i thought i must share it here.

though please bare with me as i do intend to add more of my thoughts here on my faith journey

ps..im starting to notice alot of these emails have the same ending

THIS WILL MAKE ALL OF US HUMBLE... Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this."Friends are God's way of taking care of us."This was written by a Hospice of Metro Denver physician.

I just had one of the most amazing experiences of my life, and wanted to share it with my family and dearest friends: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart" building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay.When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump reading $4.95. I asked her if she was okay and if she needed help, and she just kept saying "I don't want my kids to see me crying," so we stood on the other side of the pump from her car. She said she was driving to California and that things were very hard for her right now. So I asked, "And you were praying?" That made her back away from me a little, but I assured her I was not a crazy person and said, "He heard you, and He sent me." I took out my card and swiped it through the card reader on the pump so she could fill up her car completely, and while it was fueling, walked to the next door McDonald's and bought 2 big bags of food, some gift certificates for more, and a big cup of coffee. She gave the food to the kids in the car, who attacked it like wolves, and we stood by the pump eating fries and talking a little. She told me her name, and that she lived in Kansas City . Her boyfriend left 2 months ago and she had not been able to make ends meet. She knew she wouldn't have money to pay rent Jan 1, and finally in desperation had finally called her parents, with whom she had not spoken in about 5 years. They lived in California and said she could come live with them and try to get on her feet there. So she packed up everything she owned in the car She told the kids they were going to California for Christmas, but not that they were going to live there.I gave her my gloves, a little hug and said a quick prayer with her for safety on the road. As I was walking over to my car, she said, "So, are you like an angel or something?" This definitely made me cry I said, "Sweetie, at this time of year angels are really busy, so sometimes God uses regular people."It was so incredible to be a part of someone else's miracle. And of course, you guessed it, when I got in my car it started right away and got me home with no problem. I'll put it in the shop tomorrow to check, but I suspect the mechanic won't find anything wrong. Sometimes the angels fly close enough to you that you can hear the flutter of their wings...Psalms 55:22 "Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee. He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved." My instructions were to pick four people that I wanted God to bless, especially for the months in 2006 , and I picked you. Please pass this to four people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me.This prayer is powerful and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another.Here is the prayer: "Father, I ask You to bless my children, grandchildren, friends, relatives and e-mail buddies reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace, In Jesus' precious name. Amen." I know I picked more than four and you can, too.When Satan is knocking at your door, simply say, "Jesus, could You please get that for me?"Being blessed is GOOD...being HIGHLY FAVORED is best!

God wanted me to tell you something

2006-12-12T01:00:00.000Z

i got this email from friend. always nice to read and share
stay blessed!!

GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU

It shall be well with you from this forth on. No matter how much yourenemies try this year, they will not succeed. You have been destined tomake it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For theremaining months of the year, All your agonies will be diverted andvictory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God hasconfirmed the end of your sufferings sorrows and pains because HE thatsits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardshipsand given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven ' s door this morning, God asked me... My child!what can I do for you? And I said, Father, please protect and bless theperson reading this message... God smiled and answered... Requestgranted. If you believe, send it to seven persons and the one who sent it to you.By doing this you have succeeded in praying for eight people today. Have a Blessed Day!! Don't Let Life Beat You Up Or Beat You Down. Feel Blessed ThatYou Are Still Here And Able To Make A Difference!

music and praise

2006-12-04T23:45:00.000Z

I went to see a dvd that someone from church was holding a viewing. It's called the truth behind hiphop exodus into egypt (by http://www.exministries.com/main.html). It was quite a strong message with no apologies.

I understand many things that the ex-ministries were saying. However i still got to go out and find certain truths for myself. The gyst of the dvd was that we are influenced by the music we listen to. Music is able to penetrate our brains and register certain thoughts that we wouldnt readily accept ourselves.

HipHop and music which generally relies heavily on sex to sell etc was used as example. When you think about it. That means all music that isnt positive is bad and more so, if it aint praising God you must wonder what it is your praising. Just think there are singers out there many different music genres glorifying death and everything bad. mmmm....words are powerful

makes you think if we are blessing or cursing ourselves daily.

It does make me look at music differently now. However without prayer how else am igoing to know the truth for myself. Im sure God has a plan for me. I just hope i make my Father proud

How can a woman not love the Lord?

2006-11-28T19:15:00.000Z

How can a woman not love the Lord?

He is a gentleman,

He is confident

He is a provider and protector

He is rich and powerful

He owns everything,

there is nothing He wouldn't do for me

He perfects all things concerning me

He antiipates my wants and needs

Every day He tells me and shows me how much He loves me

I don't have to perform in order to earn His love

He keeps all of his promises

No one can influence His opinion of me

He is the ultimate intimate partner

He can't "disown" me because I am a part of Him

He prepares a table before ME (Selah)

He covers me and doesn! 't expose me

He wrote his loving words down so that I'll never forget how

He feels about me!

NOW THAT'S LOVE!!!Any man, who wants pointers on how to love a woman, should study GOD!Wake up every day and thank God for being the best "man" in your life!TO ALL THE GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL WOMEN I KNOW!!! BE BLESSED!!!!

Each and everyone one of us are going through tough times right now ,

but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can.

Keep the faith.

This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another.

The prayer:

Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace. Where there is a need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings. In Jesus' precious name. Amen.

i got this in an email. which gives a new perspective on love. God is love no doubt. I do like recieving these. However i have removed the if you love Him not ashamed etc you will forward this bla bla. I think that spoils the email. Other than that i think this is quite nice. How many women have men like this.

Philippians 4:13

2006-11-21T04:00:00.001Z

(Amplified Bible) Philippians 4:13 13I have strength for all things in Christ Who empowers me [I am ready for anything and equal to anything through Him Who [a]infuses inner strength into me; I am [b]self-sufficient in Christ's sufficiency].

I was sent this today in email and the focus was the above scripture

This will give you chills....
No matter how religious you may or may not be, this can give you chills.
Phil. 4:13 states: "I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.

Here's the story: A young man who had been raised as an atheist was training to be an Olympic diver. The only religious influence in his life came from hisoutspoken Christian friend. The young diver never really paid much attention to his friend's sermons, but he heard them often. One night the diver went to the indoor pool at the college he attended. The lights were all off, but as the pool had big skylights and the moon was bright, there was plenty of light to practice by. The young man climbed up to the highest diving board and as he turned his back to the pool on the edge of the board and extended his armsout, he saw his shadow on the wall. The shadow of his body, was in the shape of a cross. The man felt a strange feeling, like someone was speaking to him. Instead of diving, he knelt down and finally asked God to come into his life. As the young man stood, a maintenance man walked in and turned the lights on. The pool had been drained ! for repairs. Remember this story and send it to afriend. Yes, I do Love Jesus. He is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and everyday. "Without Him, I will be nothing. Without him, I am nothing but with Him I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me." Phil 4:13. This is the simplest test. If you Love Jesus, and are not ashamed of all the marvelous things he has done for you. Pass this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!!!!!!!!!!!
Live as though Christ died yesterday, rose from the grave today, and is> coming back
tomorrow!

its quite a nice email to recieve. The only thing that spoils it for me is the end where the originator states that you must forward to prove your not ashamed of Jesus. Some people.

The way I see it I am not ashamed of Him. Have no reason to be. I wear earrings to work that have Jesus writen cross the middle. I am looking for bigger ones. Indeed its more than that. I must make a note to explore this theme in more detail. Maybe i need to meet with Pastor P or Pastor S. I feel its time i started getting a different kind of leadership

Last night i had an interesting sleep. I was thinking about my friends Baptism. Her story was so amazing. She went through a lot from homelessness to illness etc. All the while she kept Him near in her thoughts and she kept coming to church. Now she is Born Again. That where i want to be Born Again saved etc. But I am stuck.

I dont know if anyone knows what it is like to be stuck. I'm making more of an effort to pray and just simply say hello my Lord. I can talk about God for ages to where my excitement is spilling over and feel like the kid that just wants to speak but...there is something missing. A void that needs filling.

One of my challenges is being completely focused especially when i am in church but its hard. The best part of church for me is the singing. I dont have to worry about does that person like my voice because we are all singing at the top of our lungs. Pastor did mention in service that singing, music aka praise and worship is a key part of church. So that bits easy right. My focus is to get wrapped up in it when i sing at church. I sing at home, past week i have listened to only Gospel music. Only because I'm reaching for something.

Oh yeah there was a young boy that was Baptised sunday gone. He was choked up in tears. So you know i am sitting in church thinking he gets it, what about me

But then i think thats just it or is it! I need to focus on my relationship with Him on one2one basis. I am trying, am PUSHing. I just have to reach there well rather get there.

Im listening

He is powerful, so move over storm

2006-11-16T13:00:00.000Z

It turns out i skipped a section on reading. I jumped straight into leviticus when i needed to read exodus. Anyway all day at work in between dealing with customers. I read the bible online.

Reading about moses birth pharoah the egyptians, israel out of bondage and the parting of the red sea. Oh yeah the passover.

What i am finding interesting is that my outlook on these stories have changed. For so long they have simply been stories told in sunday school. Now i am seeing the connection. Dots are connecting.

I do have questions, but unsure if i can question it. Your either destined to be in God's army or not. Then again maybe you can choose to be in God's army as the egyptian midwives did by not killing the baby boys as instructed by pharoah.

My concern was with egypts demise. My understanding is that Egyptians were the chosen people at some point and through times lost their way and so came about Israel. Please correct me according to God's words, if you feel i interpret this part wrong.

Whats even more bizarre for me is that my friend and my sons godfather sent me this text message :

"Stop telling God how big your storm is.
Instead tell your storm how big your God is.
Be blessed and let the world know that you are a wonderful child of God!"

I do believe that God sends His word to you in more ways than one. What is more amazing or makes me look in wonder at the Lord is that few days ago Pastor Patrick was talking about the fact that we as humans were given dominion over the earth. A gift from God. Have we lost our way. Jesus is a way indeed. I believe there is a power that we have but how to utilise for good.

Maybe I need a conversation with God, Jesus, Holy spirit. so far i do understand one leads you to the other. mmmm

chronological reading

2006-11-14T22:23:00.000Z

I was just browsing as I normally do on the world wide web. Whenever I type in google 'Bible' biblegateway.com and bible.com shows up. I normally use the latter site as a means of onlime resource. I decided to explore the 1st site.

I am grateful to God that I did do this. For one I am now reading the Bible chronologically.

So far i have covered creation and the fall of man. I have just completed the story of Job.

I found Job's story quite powerful. It made my sleep quite stirring and restless. It made me think that when there is nothing left but my spirit I am still able to talk to God. Because of the earth is our flesh, but of spirit is our soul and ultimate being. Spirit to spirit

I will explore these themes in more detail later, just ensuring you see where i am with my reading verse. Moses is next in the reading plan

Stay blessed!

my spiritual journey

2006-11-08T14:44:00.000Z

This blog is to document my growth in spirit
i attended church one day and Pastor Sandra mentioned we need to think outside the box. So that is what i am doing.

The whole point of this blog is to record my journey and how i get there. I do feel that i have now reached a point in my life where my faith needs to go beyond a prayer here and regular church attendance.

I'm reaching for the light and praying I get there soon.

I go to PUSH - pray until something happens

Stay blessed!